For God is my witness,
how greatly I long for you all with the affection of Jesus Christ (Philippians
1:8 NKJV).
Since the word “affection” jumped off the page at me, I
decided to look it up in Noah Webster’s 1828 dictionary. The definition was quite revealing:
1. The state of
being affected;
2. Passion;
3. A bent of mind
towards a particular object, holding a middle place between disposition, which
is natural, and passion, which is excited by the presence of its exciting
object. Affection is a permanent bent of the mind, formed by the presence of an
object, or by some act of another person, and existing without the presence of
its object.
4. In a more
particular sense, a settle good will, love or zealous attachment;
5. Desire;
inclination; propensity;
6. An attribute,
quality or property, which is inseparable from its object.
The distilled results of these definitions give us the
following understanding of what Paul is saying – He has a heart that is excited
and zealous for the Philippian believers and that is inseparable from who they
are. What is even more amazing is to
think that Paul compares how he feels about these believers to how the Lord
feels about us.
The “affection of Jesus Christ” towards us is a bent of mind
that is permanent, exists whether we are together or apart, and is excited by our
very presence. Now, that is not at all
how most of us would think Jesus would feel towards us. Even on a good day, we often consider him a
bit aloof – loving and approving, but somewhat distant. We can often let the holiness of God and the
all too, ever present, reality of our sinfulness keep our relationship with God
in a sterile place that has nothing to do with feelings and affection. We can view His love as generic and central
to who He is, rather than in this way of personal and up close affection and
connected to who we are. And we
certainly don’t think of His feelings towards us as being zealous, passionate,
and influenced by us.
As uncomfortable as this term “affection of Jesus Christ”
might make us on the one hand, there is a very real humbling of the heart that
takes place when the truth of this principle actually permeates our minds and
informs our souls. Christ is our fiancé whose heart, like any
other human fiancé’s heart, jumps when He sees His bride. How awkward and awesome; how uncomfortable
and comforting, how sobering and exciting.
How weird that one little term out of an entire book can breathe fresh
life into our understanding of the relationship we are so privileged to enjoy with
God.
I will spend today contemplating the fact that God is
excited about me, passionate, zealous, and permanently affected by just being
in my presence. I knew that was true for
me about Him, but never even considered that was true for Him about me.
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